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bernienapp
Mar 1, 20243 min read
A word on language
The Estonian language is a case of, “don’t try this at home”, or ära püüa kodus seda keelt õppida. I probably got that wrong. Estonian is...
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bernienapp
Feb 21, 20242 min read
Heart of oak
Growing in the middle of a football field on Saaremaa is an oak voted European tree of the year in 2015. Someone had a sense of humour....
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bernienapp
Feb 17, 20242 min read
An involuntary gold miner
The story of Bernhard Lehova, grandma’s younger brother, always had an unreal quality to it. In dad’s telling, his uncle returned to the...
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bernienapp
Feb 6, 20243 min read
Cold case reopened
Cousin Inga pulled out two letters dated 1949 she had discovered 3 weeks prior to our arrival. Hidden in the back of our great-aunt...
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bernienapp
Jan 31, 20243 min read
The end of old Estonia
A warming climate, a Pope in difficulty, and a boy born Temujin in 1162 figured among key events - to my mind - that ended millennia of...
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bernienapp
Jan 31, 20242 min read
Kukeseenekaste
The chanterelle or kukeseen is the cream of mushrooms in Estonia, and many other places too. We often joined friends in the search for...
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bernienapp
Jan 19, 20243 min read
A tale of 2 chessplayers
Did our grandfather ever play Paul Keres, Estonia’s national chess hero? I have not been able to find out, though it is a tantalising...
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bernienapp
Dec 26, 20232 min read
A monument to socialism
Everywhere we cycled in Estonia the abandoned ruins of white, silicate brick buildings spoke mute testimony to the failure of collective...
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bernienapp
Dec 21, 20232 min read
The first Christmas tree
Tallinn saw the world’s first appearance on public display of a Christmas tree, in 1441. The Brotherhood of the Blackheads – not a...
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bernienapp
Dec 14, 20233 min read
The sword
A long, iron blade arcs swiftly, cleaving flesh and bone, an arbiter of destiny. A twist of fate for Kalevipoeg, Estonia’s mythical giant...
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bernienapp
Dec 3, 20231 min read
Kilekotikurgid
Everywhere we were invited, the table had a plate of homemade, freshly pickled cucumbers from the garden. Sour to the taste, larger than...
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bernienapp
Dec 3, 20234 min read
Losing a house, gaining a family
The hospitality we received in Estonia was outstanding. Our search for Napps in grandfather’s hometown confirmed this in a single,...
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bernienapp
Nov 22, 20233 min read
Looking at Russia
Wooden houses and tall trees line the Narva river; fishermen dot a smooth, brown, steady current. Russia’s face to the West, 100 metres...
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bernienapp
Nov 18, 20231 min read
Kilu võileib
Marinated and spiced kilu or sprat was a thing when dad was a small child in Tallinn. Grandfather would take him down to the fish market...
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bernienapp
Nov 18, 20233 min read
A note on cycling
I am forever thankful to the logging truck driver who put their life at risk to save ours. We rode a small road downhill to a sudden stop...
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bernienapp
Nov 6, 20233 min read
Estonian etiquette
Keep at least 3 metres' distance from someone you haven’t met before, says a website on how to socialise in Estonia. We thought we’d...
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bernienapp
Oct 25, 20233 min read
Death at the stroke of a pen
More than two years ago I discovered among our father’s papers several typewritten copies of a two-page document he had never mentioned,...
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bernienapp
Oct 20, 20232 min read
Estonia's most dangerous animal
Not wolves, bears or lynxes – the meanest critter in Estonia is 2mm long, and almost impossible to avoid. Ticks are much like spiders and...
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bernienapp
Oct 15, 20232 min read
When democracy is hard fought
On 20 August 1991 a column of Soviet tanks and armoured vehicles advanced towards Tallinn from Russian Pskov in the southeast. This...
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bernienapp
Oct 12, 20232 min read
Are Estonians boat people?
For a slice of Estonia’s living past, try paddling a hollowed-out, sideways-stretched aspen log. We found the haabjas surprisingly light...
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